You have chosen a beautiful name for your little angel boy, and something for your tree is a lovely idea. Its so cruel that it takes so much to start feeling like you have a baby and in no time at all that is stolen from you. Its just a shame your pain and anger can't be taken as quickly too. I'm glad your Mum is coming to stay for a while. Your DH sounds like he's being wonderful support but there's nothing like a cuddle from your mum. It will be great for him to have the extra support of both his mum and yours. Take care of yourself, get lots of rest and lean on your loved ones as much as you can.