I've tried talking to him, I've tried to get to understand that it's not that I don't love him I just need some space. Plus I've got some serious body issues I need to sort out. I breast fed both my cherubs from one side due to breast cancer and now I have very very different breasts. One is a completely different shape and size and I feel like a bit of a freak so I hate him to see me naked. I'm sorry to unload all this but I haven't talked about it before so it's kinda all gushing out...