Sorry you had a crappy day . As everyone esle has said, you get good days and bad days, eventually the good start to outnumber the bad. There will always be a few bad days but as i said before, they sort of become a time for remembering.
At the time, during your pregnancy, you did absolutely everything you could to protect the caterpillar. Absolutely everything. I remember, you can read your old thread BW - you were so careful, you double-checked and researched. You talked to your doctor. You did your best, and YOUR best was bloody impressive.
New knowledge will be valuable and important. But it will also be new, and not something you could have known before. Someone on here (mentioned already i know) has in their sig. about their two angels who "gave them the knowledge to go full term". This is a heartbreaking time BW, but the caterpillar maybe only stopped by to let you know these things, maybe the love you gave that little bubby in 8 short weeks was exactly what he needed. Caterpillar would be so MAD at you if he (Damn it, he's a HE to me!) thought you were beating yourself up about it.
You're extremely proactive, you will get the answers you need, but please BW, be gentle with yourself.
. As everyone esle has said, you get good days and bad days, eventually the good start to outnumber the bad. There will always be a few bad days but as i said before, they sort of become a time for remembering.
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