BW (and Bei Bei) - i wish i could give you the answers as to what happened and where you fit for the moment - i just want to let both of you know that we're here for you, and you will keep you company in whatever thread you decide to spend your time for the moment - and you'll be welcomed back with open arms into the AC thread when you feel you're ready to venture back over that way

BW - i'm sorry you weren't able to talk to your mum yesterday, but at least you were able to spend some time with your family, and your nephew sounds like he picked up on you being sad which is sweet. i have never been able to talk directly to my mum about my losses, but i know that she is aware of them, and that helps a little. hope you're having a better day today

take care hun