I still feel like not many understand how I feel or why I feel this way, I am now scared that if i get pg again i may have to go thru all that again, its not what i want, but a huge part of me is scared silly about giving birth vaginally now, is that normal?
I feel exactly the same way. I'm definitely having more kids, and I really want to have a natural birth. On one side I'm worried and scared that I won't be able to have a VBAC, but on the other side I'm pretty scared of having a vaginal birth. I think I now doubt my body's ability to give birth, because I never got a proper chance to try before I was rushed to the ER for the emergency c/s.