If going through infertility and assisted conception had brought me and DH closer together... this is doing so even more. They say that which doesn't kill you makes you stronger - and it's certainly evident in our relationship right now.
We took that scary first step last night... I cried, DH was very gentle... and then I bled everywhere. There's just nothing like changing bed sheets at midnight! Weird, though - the bleeding had stopped and there's been no more over night or this morning, guess we just stirred things up a little.
Trish - I want to publicly say thank you. I thought it was you - I was just leaving for an appointment and wasn't quite with it. Hopefully I didn't embarrass myself too much by trying to get wiped out by another car as I turned out of my street. DH was very touched also. I'd been finding things very hard as I had nothing to hold to represent our baby... it's amazing just how much a small token like that can help. Thank you.
Will be heading out for the day soon (when my jeans are dry) and won't be back until quite late tonight. I'm starting to feel up to facing the world in small doses.
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